I fucking hate when i’m always there to help people and then when I actually need help people just ignore me.
I’m jealous of couples that are like the best of friends. They hang out all the time and do everything together. They treat each other as their first “go to” person when they need to talk about something. They can hit each other up at anytime when they need to go somewhere and want someone to accompany them. They laugh at each other’s jokes and can just chill in the same room even if it’s completely silent. Yeah I’m really jealous.
When we don’t talk, I miss you and I start to worry. What if something happened and I couldn’t get a hold of you? I don’t want to think of negative things but the fact that we aren’t talking makes me worry and misses you more. Whatever you’re doing right now, just know that I’m waiting for that special text from you telling me that you miss me too.
I enjoyed your company. You would always call, text, message, anything to talk to me. We talked all day and all night. We eventually became close. Soon enough you became important to me, I never thought I’d end up caring so much. But you know, every good thing ends and just like that we drifted. Now it’s just me. I tried I really did but I guess it just wasn’t enough.
it’s so shitty when you finally realize someone who you cared so much about and wanted to be apart of your life so much doesn’t feel at all near the same way and could barely care at all about you
I seriously fucking hate the thought of someone else wrapping their arms around you.
seriously jealousy is the worst emotion
you’re not only really sad but you’re really annoyed and helpless at the same time
and you feel pathetic like you’re ruining people’s fun but don’t want to be left out so you just sit around quietly annoyed
i’m that friend that has to walk behind the group when the path isn’t big enough. i’m that friend that gets cut off in the conversation. i’m that friend that gets left behind when i asked for them to wait for me. i’m that friend that doesn’t get invited to hang out alot. i’m that friend that if i want to go to the mall or some place with a friend i have to be the one to invite people to make sure i get included. i’ll always be that friend.
Do you ever feel alone even though you are out with your friends? Like they ignore you in their conversations and you don’t know why. Even when you try to put yourself out there in the conversation they ignore your response. Because I feel like that all the time.